Anyone who knows me knows that I am an emotional person. I cry tears of sadness, tears of joy, tears of exhaustion, and tears of elation. But I cry the most when someone passes from earthly life to eternal life. Even if I am not necessarily close to someone, I cry for their families. The loss of someone who supports, loves, and cares for others is always a great loss.
Death is a natural thing, a gateway to eternal life, something that happens to every single living thing, but I don't handle it well. I think that a lot of people don't.
The one thing that makes someone's death bearable for me is that I have strong faith and I know that someday I will see my loved ones again. And that people who leave me are joining in jubilation with their loved ones who passed on before them...
I am so thankful for all of the Saints that God has given me throughout my life. Today we recognized All Saints Day at church and we lit candles for those who we wanted to remember. I lit several...I could have lit the whole candle display full, because if I really think about it, I know that I have had hundreds of people go through my life who have left a mark. Some people are with me for an hour, others are with me for my lifetime, but all people leave an impression on me. That is why I weep so much when they leave to be with God.
And so now I pause to ask myself: Am I leaving a good, meaningful mark in the lives of people around me? Am I going to be viewed as a Saint? Are my loved ones looking down on me from Heaven, proud of my good works and strong faith?
I hope so. I hope that we all will live the faithful, joyous, grace-filled lives that we've been given in such a way that everyone around us knows that we are Disciples and Jesus Followers. Saints.
And the day that Christ welcomes us to greet the Saints who have passed before us? That will truly be bliss.